It's okay to be alone sometimes.
I skipped gym today. Well not skipped but I wasn't keeping track of time because I was talking to Jane & Victoria about what subjects I want to choose next year. I thought I knew my answer but I was wrong. I'm actually unsure about what I want to study. I've been given advice which helped me think better of course but I still haven't gotten my answer yet. I should just wait after checkpoints only I'll start worrying about things. It's kind of pressuring though because my mum kept asking me whether I've decided yet. I'm praying that I make the right decisions but for now, I shall worry about my checkpoints and my finals first! Joon Meng was also telling me how many students go to Taylor's or Inti's because they wanna study with their friends. I'm like, whuuuu? You're going to the same college because you don't wanna be alone? What kind of bullshit is that and where's the adventure? Study what you want and make NEW FRIENDS! It's okay if you're going to study alone, you'll get new friends and learn to be independent. Duh. You're gonna throw away your future just cause you want to study in the same school with your friends. That's just plain dumb.
Tuition in like 4 minutes, ugh. Kill me now. I'm so lazy but it's good for me. Exams are coming and I have no time to procrastinate if not I will surely regret it and complain later. Tsk. Have a good evening!
6 days and counting
Love Rachel*

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