Timing.

Damn straight. So when someone is early, appreciate it.

Hellooo, blogging from Qyee's house because I have maths tuition tonight, boohoo. I have no homework and I really have no idea what to do so blog time :3

I'm pretty sure you can guess what I'm about to blog judging from my title but I'm just gonna say it anyway. Bloody punctuality, that's what. I think it is very important for a person to be punctual. Okay la, 5-15minutes (depending on the occasion) I can tahan but more than that, hell no. I have met a lot of people in my life who are constantly late and seriously it irritates the shit out of me (unless you have a damn valid reason, fine) I have met people who can be later than an hour and they don't even apologised. It just makes you go what the fuck.

When you are late, it gives the person a bad impression. It  shows your personality and people will then not trust you with things anymore. Plus it's bloody inconsiderate of you to keep the other person waiting, it's not nice. The other person comes right on time but has to wait 30 minutes for you just because you did not know what to wear. If you're go to a meeting 10 minutes late, your boss might want to think twice about promoting you in the future. In my opinion, I think being punctual should be a habit. It might not matter whether you're late or early in certain situations but it's going to be a habit. My family, I won't say they are strict with punctuality but sometimes, we have to wait for one damn person to get ready and then it just pisses everyone off. In the end, everyone's mad at that one freaking princess/prince who took his/her time and kept everyone waiting. It just ruins the mood!

I admit that I'm late sometimes but most of the time is because of someone else that caused me to be late. Again it just pisses me off. It's so embarrassing sometimes when people say "Malaysian time" and we all know what that means = late. It's not 5 minutes late somemore. It n (this only applies to situations with like damn valid reasons). As for fashionably late, well, if you want everyone to look at you and your punctuality does not affect anyone then it is fine.
ormally means from 30minutes to about more than an hour. It's embarrassing and I cannot see why some people are proud of it. Don't give me that better late than never bullshit

I always say be the one waiting instead of making people wait. It's just manners you know. How to be early/ on time? Plan your time properly and sort whatever you need to sort. Don't make other people late, don't make yourself late. If your punctuality really realllyyyy does not matter to you or anyone else involved in that particular event, fine, you're off the hook. And also, don't be selfish. Just because something may not be important to you that doesn't mean you can take your damn time because it may be important to others or maybe someone else actually gives a flying shit about punctuality. Don't be the inconsiderate bitch and make everyone else late. Seriously.

I sound angry don't I? haha because being on time is serious shit.

I'm ready 

Love Rachel*

Fade away

Slowly, like continents,
people drift away.
Unknowingly, unconsciously.
As time flies at the speed of light (3x10 to the power of 8 metre per second)
we no longer do acknowledge 
the existence of what we used to call
"friends"
Even if we try, 
to piece things back like a jigsaw puzzle.
It'll never be the same.
It takes time. But who has that amount of sand
still not falling from their palms?
It's a race against time, we choose to not do things that won't make the ticking worth it.
And if strangers ever do meet eye to eye,
like light and sound waves,
we interfere for a millisecond and go on with life.
Having no change unlike when particles meet.
They collide.
I know what will happen.
It already is going on now. 
So don't tell me lies
to keep my hopes high up in the heavens.
So don't tell me things just to make me feel better.
When you and I 
Both know, the truth is not what you say.
Stop trying to make me live a lie.
Realism is what we need now.
Stop avoiding the fact that we are
slowly..
Fading away.
And soon like stars, we'll disappear from each other's life,
As other lights from the living will outshine us.
You will never know when I am
gone.

I know it doesn't make sense and it's kinda crappy (as usual) but just try interpreting it in a different way (:

Love Rachel*

Live punching bag.

So what will it be?

Long weekend ahead, yay! I impersonated Michelle Yeoh today for some Merdeka quiz thingy at school, I hope I did a good job, what do you all think? I was nervous like crazy ): In the end, I got a trophy and a certificate for it, wooh! (nobody cares, okay) Let's move on with some inspirational shit (hopefully)!

Everyone gets angry, frustrated, moody, so on and so forth. Anything that relates to making you feel like shit basically. So let's say, this morning, your mum scolded you for something you did. She scolds you and nags you on and on about it. For many, this will spoil our day and we just feel so shit because your mum "has ruined your day". Yes? Then you tweet, "Wth la, early in the morning go nag me." "Day ruined, thanks mom." "Spoil my mood only" and whatever else you would tweet. You then go to school all moody and you just hate everyone around you. If someone bugs you when you're moody, what do you do? The usual thing you would do is let it out on them right? "Dude fuck off!" you shout then everyone gets so afraid of you and leave you alone. 

Sounds familiar?

It's obvious right? When you're not in a good mood, you just let it out on everyone and in the end, honestly, nothing is solved. I admit that I've done this a lot last time, I do it less now though because I always tell myself to think twice before taking action. Don't you think it is a selfish act first of all? You take it out on your innocent friend and then who knows because of you, their day might be ruined as well. Secondly, lashing it out at other people won't solve whatever you're facing, yes? Doing this, you might even hurt yourself or others especially when you take it out on people and objects. Some people punch the walls or break things when they are angry then they injured themselves THEN they tweet about how they got hurt and whatever their sob story is. Plus, it gives others a bad impression of yourself. Yeah, you'll be all like, "who gives a shit on what others think? I'm pissed" Well yeah right honey, if you don't care, why then are the majority of us searching for acceptance in life? (okay, off topic). Continuing, people will know you do not have self control, you're easily affected by emotions. This will then affect the decisions they make in the future that will involve you.

If you're really moody, let your whoever know. "I'm feeling like shit today, so please leave me alone." Yes, it raises questions and all, that's the consequences, but it's better than taking it out on people. If you're the type that takes out your emotions on objects, well, take in consideration of what objects you are taking it out on. Scream into your pillow, crush used papers (recycle after that okay? Save the environment. See you're giving back :D ), stress ball and any other ideas. Just shout in the shower, I do that. There was once I got really pissed, I threw my bag at my home's world map photo frame. So if you were to come to my house and look at the world map, you will see there's no glass because I broke it when I was mad. I felt so guilty after and realised my mistake. 

What I can tell you is that, think twice before letting it out. Will it bring you consequences you wouldn't wanna face? Who will you hurt? What will you lose from it? Yes, it's hard to gain self control when all you wanna do is punch everyone but you see, if you can have self control even though you're in this state, you're gonna increase your tolerance level, less stress. When you're moody, calm yourself down, don't let things spoil your day, it's really not worth it. My friend told me this, "Your mood in the morning, sets the mood of your day." Amen brother. So guys, don't do things that will make you regret later because you failed to control yourself. Not good.

Thanks for reading guys! (:

Neglected but...

Love Rachel*

 

I Can't Say

Source: http://weheartit.com/entry/76513666/via/How_To_Believe

Hey guys, just thought of writing a poem. It does not reflect on how I'm feeling, I just wanted to write one since it's been awhile. You may not understand the poem because there are meanings behind it. It's pretty crappy but enjoy (:

Pacing up and down,
all I managed was a frown.
Wooden planks my feet tapped on
engravings once there but now, gone.

My eyes squeezed tight
Thinking with every ounce of might.
None made an appearance,
all I needed was reassurance.

The right words I cannot form,
only distracted by the coming thunderstorm-
"Focus!" I scolded
Good was what I intended.

Some things I cannot say,
But guilt is slowly eating me away.
It is time to speak or die
as for now, I will have to lie.

Love Rachel*

Sloths shouldn't wear shoes

Yes please.

Source: weheartit.com

Hello everyone! Sorry I haven't blogged in awhile, was too engrossed in studying (cheyyy :b ) Anyway, so I found out some unexpected people read my blog. Guess what guys, my mum reads my blog too and she's totally cool with what I blog about. APPROVED. haha. I honestly don't know what to blog about. I'm currently waiting for something to inspire me as I'm writing this. 

Okay. Just came back from taking a dump and I know what to blog about! Woohoo. (don't judge)

Do you see on all these complaints on twitter sometimes? "Why am I so fat? boohooo" "Why can't I be as smart as her!" and etc etc. I know once in awhile we complain and yeah that's totally cool. I complain as well it's normal but the issue here is, some people complain way way wayyyyy too much. At times I see people tweeting, complaining about the same thing over and over again. Okay fine, it's your twitter, you can tweet whatever you want but really, isn't it irritating? Sometimes I really cannot take it, they keep repeating the same thing. If you're think you're fat, tweeting about it is soooooo gonnna burn shit loads of calories right? Why don't do something about it, change your lifestyle, start doing some exercise or something. If you're think you aren't smart, again, do something about it. Study, work extra hard. Yeah some people are like naturally smart, I will give you that. If you know you aren't very smart, then you have to take the effort to put in extra time to study and then you'll be able to be at their level. It sucks but you can't have everything in life can you? I'm a slow learner, I admit. I have to work extra hard just to be on par with the top students in class (It sucks) Sometimes I just think it's so damn unfair but what to do? I either cry about life being unfair or I get my shit together (I love this line) and not be a failure in life. Same applies to being fit. Some people, naturally slim (lucky bastards right?) but oh well, you gotta deal with it.

You see, the more you say, "Why am I fat" "Why am I dumb" "Why do I suck at this" blah blah blah, the more you will believe you are and sooner or later you will become what you say. Your mind is always telling yourself all this negativity and it will become a part of you. Sometimes you just gotta be nice to yourself, everyone deserves to be praised sometimes. Well, if you aren't gonna do anything about it then shut up. Seriously, sulk all the hell you want and nothing's gonna change except for the fact that someone might punch you in the face for your annoying and repetitive tweets (iwontpunchyoudontworry :D). If you're making an effort to change that, good for you but keep in mind that progress takes time. Don't expect to see such a drastic change, cut yourself some slack and get there bit by bit. You don't see any buildings being done in a year. The construction workers don't just go, "Oh let's just demolish this damn building cause we're slow."(unless they run out of money of course) Start by being positive, tell yourself, "I'll be.... if I keep this up" (another favourite line coming up) Negativity is like a disease, it spreads. So what you gotta do is get rid of that negativity in you and complain less (: Sometimes we just gotta be grateful in life. If you don't like whatever it is, change it, if it's not changing, maybe take a look at yourself and change yourself. Cool?

Again, it's your own twitter, yes tweet all you want. I'm not stopping you. Just stating how I feel again. In a nutshell, complain less and do something about it. Be more positive in life (it helps, no kidding). If you're not gonna do anything about it then really, stop complaining. In the end, people will just say you're annoying. No?

Oh oh, before I end my post, let me just tell you this. My friend and I were talking about taking care of a hedgehog. So when I take it to my friend's house, I'll let it sit on the front seat next to me. Can you imagine a baby hedgehog wearing a seatbelt?!?! DO YOU KNOW HOW SUPER ADORABLE THAT WILL BE? CAN YOU NOT PICTURE IT, OMG. so cute :3 okay stop. (To my friend, are you happy now? Best post ever right?)

SO CUTE I CANNOT.

Thank you so much for reading <3

Everybody lies and they bury it deep inside

Love Rachel*