I Can't Say

Source: http://weheartit.com/entry/76513666/via/How_To_Believe

Hey guys, just thought of writing a poem. It does not reflect on how I'm feeling, I just wanted to write one since it's been awhile. You may not understand the poem because there are meanings behind it. It's pretty crappy but enjoy (:

Pacing up and down,
all I managed was a frown.
Wooden planks my feet tapped on
engravings once there but now, gone.

My eyes squeezed tight
Thinking with every ounce of might.
None made an appearance,
all I needed was reassurance.

The right words I cannot form,
only distracted by the coming thunderstorm-
"Focus!" I scolded
Good was what I intended.

Some things I cannot say,
But guilt is slowly eating me away.
It is time to speak or die
as for now, I will have to lie.

Love Rachel*