You threw me away

Lost or freedom?

Had checkpoints today! Wrote so much my hand got cramps during English and Science paper. I had a bad headache during English paper 2 because we had to quote a lot from passages and that means a lot of writing and copying. I found it really irritating, lol. Copy and write repeatedly. The papers were quite easy, I won't say very easy because I don't want to be overconfident. I see everyone on twitter tweeting, "OMG, I GOT 1 MISTAKE", "Hope I can get full marks!" and I'm over here praying that I get more than 5.5 for my papers. Did I set my expectations too low? I just don't know what to expect at all, seriously. After the exams I didn't feel anything, I just felt like sleeping. Haha! I just want all my papers to be higher than 5.5.

Three more papers to go, can't wait! But there's still finals. Geography, history, pointless ICT & literature. Ms Wanda who is my literature would probably give me a D again. She's a terrible teacher, seriously. You get coursework marks for copying. Yes it sounds like a pretty easy way to gain marks but you have to copy shit loads of summaries which at the end no one would even read. I would show you my literature exercise book if I could. I have a fairly nice handwriting but if you see my literature book, you probably thought a 7 year old had spasms while writing it. She doesn't even mark our work, it's so effing stupid. She might be one of the English teachers for Year 10 & 11. I rather have Paramjeet or any other teacher, no way in hell I want Wanda as my teacher. I'll fail English -.-

Forget that first, gonna do my best for tomorrow! (:

Time is running out,

and all I can do is pout.

I have to face the fact that I'm losing you,

This is reality, this is the truth.

As the days get closer, 

Do you think, "Am I going to lose her?" 

The thought of it makes me broken

When I tell you I'll go frozen. 

Are those lies from your mouth? 

Your hurtful words are pulling me south. 

I don't know how to feel,

all these thinking is making me ill. 

In the end it's all for the best,

let nature take care of the rest.

1 day and counting... Goodbye love.

Love Rachel*