Letting go.

It's true (:
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You'll be alright
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Monday blues~ Nah, I had a good Monday! Just gonna blog a bit about what I did in school today then I'll blog something inspiring later (hopefully). Well, played cards and oh! Drew graffiti with Mark and it turned out pretty awesome! You could say it's one of my best graffiti work. I could do better but just need the right materials ): I need to get shit loads of sharpies! Went to eat butter prawns with Shan, Chun Ee and my two sisters. It was not bad I guess. Hung out with Kae Wen a bit and now I'm here (: Okay, I'm gonna be blogging something inspiring because it's what I'm going through now. Long post alert but bare with me, please :c ?

As some of you may I know I've broken up with my boyfriend who I've been with for 1 year 8 months about a month ago. I sure went through a lot of shit times and just breaking down, crying my eyes out. I still get upset when I think about it so I try my best to distract myself from it as much as possible. People tell me to move on but it sure ain't easy at all. Yeah, I'll move on but I just need time so chill. Right now I'm always trying my best to be positive about things. To me, I think there's a reason for everything that happens. You ask God, why do terrible things like that happen to us but you know probably there's always something good out of it. So that's what I'm looking for I guess, something good to happen out of this break up. It definitely made me stronger and it taught me how to pick people careful because not everyone seem to be who they are. I always had a problem with trusting people. I do trust people but only to a certain limit depending who you are to me.

Well, the road I'm going through right now ain't easy. I have to overcome the obstacles which are letting go and moving on. I'm still holding on to the sweet memories I had with him but I know sooner or later they'll just be memories and I'll make more memories with someone else. But I know at the end of this terrible journey, I'll be at a bright destination. Be at a place where I want to be and will benefit me. I've got to accept the consequences with a strong heart. I have to be strong inside and out. I can't rely on him for happiness, you can't really on anyone for happiness. People will fail you and you will fail people. This is how it works. Life won't always become how you picture it. I always thought that I'll have a long relationship with him but what happen happened. Come on, I'm just 15. It would be silly of me to get over depressed about things like that. There's so many things out there instead of being in a relationship. That's what people have to understand. You're still young and there's so much more to explore in this world (: Old or young you'll always be loved so why fear? I promised myself that I won't let a boy tear me down like that, I'll do anything to keep my pride on the line.

So to those who's going through a break up, girl or boy. Put a smile on your face because a smile does make everything better (: No one said it was ever easy to move on but we have to. It's not healthy for you to keep holding onto the past because you'll never be able to give yourself a chance to have a brighter future. Start with baby steps and you'll be where you wanna be. You've got to accept whatever you're going through but remember, everything happens for a reason and you'll gain something good out of it for sure.

I hope my post helped, I guess. It sure helped me though. That's all for today I guess!

Love Rachel*