Stop it.

Let's live life upside down
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I'm kinda losing track on what day and date it is. LOL. I think it's cause everyday is kinda the same so we just forget about everything else. There's nothing much to blog about because holidays are pretty boring and the daily training kinda makes it worse. I'm motivated to train but not under other people. I rather push myself and train myself then be forced to train by someone else. Some people maybe find it easier to train under like trainers/coaches because they can't push themselves but it's also more productive.

I'm currently waking up early in the morning during weekdays to go for a jog. I'm doing it partially because of a stupid bet I made with Mark. Why did I agree to the bet in the first place, I don't know why. I think it's because I don't wanna seem like a coward which I'm not but it benefits me anyway. I hope from this I'll produce good results. Lose weight, slim down and increase my stamina. My stamina sucks like hell, seriously. I hate stamina work but I have to push myself because it'll help me in so many things. I really hope I can go further than my current distance. I wish I can keep running (although I hate it so much) and never get tired. Then I can run far far away hopefully far away from reality but I know that is impossible.

I don't know what I'm rambling on about but whatever :b Forgive me. I'm gonna go now.

Love Rachel*