Despo

No kitty! Hold on! ): Do you not feel sad when you look at this? I do </3

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Hey hey everybodeh. How's your supposedly "end-of-the-world-day" coming along? Mine's pretty normal, certainly not a productive day at all. It's raining here and according to my friend it's raining in subang as well. People are tweeting that the weather today is pretty unusual and I have to kinda agree there or maybe it's just that everyone's mind is set on "world ending" mode. I don't know. The world might not have ended in the morning but it might end anytime soon or maybe at 11.59pm, who knows? People should only start deciding whether the world has ended if tomorrow comes. For now, just sit your ass down with your mouth shut and wait (:

Anyway, right now, I'm having a dilemma on whether I should take Add Maths or not. I've been asking advice from people and some of them say I should take and some of them say I shouldn't so I'm pretty much in the middle now. I'm super confused. I'm just afraid that if I DO take it then I'll struggle like mad. I mean, it's bad enough I already struggle when I'm doing basic maths and I'll fall behind. If I DON'T take it then I'm afraid if I have to go to college, it might affect me or make me struggle. Ah, the confusion! I really really don't know and I have less than a week to decide before the class list comes out. If you have your own opinions or advice, please let me know? ): Some advice would really help right now.

My grandma is currently doing all the housework because my maid is back in the Philippines at the mean time and that also means washing our own plates, taking down our laundry, folding our own clothes and arranging them etc. I'm not complaining, okay, maybe a bit because I get kinda lazy sometimes but I have no choice but to do it. Plus, my heart aches when I see my grandma doing all the housework )': I wish I was more independent at times and make housework a part of my daily routine. Like learn from young to take down the laundry and bring up your clothes to your room until it becomes a part of your daily life and it's not work anymore. You just do it because your mind tells you to and unlike now I do it because there's no one who can do it for me. Do you get me? And if we go overseas to further our studies, how hard will it be and will you have the time for housework + studies? You have your damn assignments to worry about and your cleanliness or whatever you call it at the same time. It sounds pretty fun and all but if you have to keep doing it, will you get lazy and maybe forget to do your laundry? Or hopefully you'll adapt to it. Will it even be a problem for you in the first place? *shrugs* I guess it depends on how fast people can adapt to their situations or how independent they are. If you don't adapt fast I suggest you start helping with the housework at home, maybe start by washing your plates after your meals. How hard can it be right? Oh, remember you have to cook your own meal because it's pretty unhealthy eating out all the time so you might wanna learn to cook something simple too.

I'm not sure whether I went off topic but who cares! Let's us all start helping with chores today! (:

How despo can you be? I'm so embarrassed for you.  

Love Rachel*